First..the glimpse (if you haven't already noticed LOL)--I've remodeled my blog! Since the apartment got remodeled this year, I felt I could do no less for my blog. For the moment, the changes are mainly cosmetic, but my post tomorrow will outline some plans and ideas I have to improve Multicoloured Imagery...as they say on more traditional media, "stay tuned"...
Now, a look back--a bit of reflection on where I've been...
Ten years ago, I was in a loving, committed relationship and working for a major metropolitan city. We were anxiously awaiting whether or not the entire computer world would come crashing down on our shoulders due to Y2K. It didn't. We survived. Then came 9/11/2001. I'm a native Dallasite who was in fourth-grade music class when JFK was assassinated; I was a housewife shopping for groceries when Challenger crashed. Neither prepared me for the tragedy of 9/11, but neither brought up from the core of my being a love of the United States of America that the aftermath of 9/11 stirred from my unconscious self. That intense patriotism lives to this day.
On a personal level in the first half of the decade, I realized commitment from one party in a partnership is not enough to sustain the relationship. I left (he was grateful). I changed jobs after hitting the glass ceiling repeatedly (I was happy). Looking back, there was a year or two when the outside world may have thought I was floundering a bit. I certainly realize now that while I was reinventing myself as a single woman in my late forties, I was also suffering from depression. I tried a geographic cure, thinking that a complete change of scenery would do me good--and it did. New Orleans gave me strength and a sense of self I had never experienced. I fell in love with the people and the character of the city--it was quirky enough that I could allow myself to simply be me. Sure, I didn't like much of the social inequity I saw, but I also understood its roots and was accepted into the lifestyle and community in a way I had never before experienced.
Then came August 29, 2005 and a hurricane named Katrina. Once more, I faced a crossroad. Rebuilding my life from scratch back in Dallas just seemed logical at the time simply because I still had friends and family here.
Fast forward five years--I'm single and loving it. I have a great job that supplies all my needs and many of my wants. I live in a fantastic apartment in a decent section of town. My friends and family ebb and flow in and out of my life as we grow as individuals--some stay for a season, some for a reason, and a few for a lifetime. All is as it should be. I salute the challenges and accomplishments of the last decade and I give thanks to the Creator who made all this living of life possible.
And I look forward into a future filled with hopes, dream and possibilities...Welcome to the world, 2011!
Who knows what will appear here? The angst and triumphs of a fledgling novelist, book and movie reviews, green living tips, card making and paper crafting--and yes, sometimes, rants or raves about life in this great day and age. Come and join me on the journey!
"I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing." ~ Dame Agatha Christie
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It's wierd, I started out the decade as a Junior in high school, and although it's only been 10 years, it feels like a lifetime ago
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